Artwork and stories

This painting is meant to create the intimacy of worship and to show the light of Christ stepping into human brokenness and darkness. The visual guitar is meant to be more than an instrument—it’s meant to be an offering, as we worship Jesus. The lyric fragment on the painting is by Tim Hughes (1999).

I desire that it will allow you to reflect on the moment when your heart first recognized and believed in Jesus to be your Savior and King. Inspired by Philippians 2:5–11, this piece captures the humility of Jesus, the Light of the world, who stepped down into darkness to take away the sin of the world.

I listen to worship music much of the time while painting, so I wanted to express how important worship music is to my artistic expression. I paint in my basement studio alone, away from distractions, so the worship music in the background has become my private devotion, praise, and communication with God. This helps me focus on the message I desire to convey with the physical materials (canvas size, spackling compounds, and acrylic paint) and the visual elements (texture, shapes, color, and space) of my painting.

The textured layers in this painting symbolize the brokenness, noise, and struggles of our lives. And while my colors are dark, light still shines through them. My prayer is that you sense surrender and say: “Open my eyes, let me see…” True worship begins when we humble ourselves, acknowledging that every knee will bow and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.

Philippians 2:5-11 – “In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, He humbled himself by becoming obedient to death— even death on a cross! Therefore, God exalted Him to the highest place and gave Him the name that is above every name, that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue acknowledge that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.”

“The Stones Cry Out” is a powerful reminder that all creation was made to glorify God. Inspired by Luke 19:40, this painting reflects the unstoppable nature of worship and truth. The heavy textures and earth-toned layers resemble weathered stone, symbolizing both the hardness of the human heart and the enduring testimony of God’s presence throughout history. At the center stands the cross—unmoved, eternal, and victorious. Even when men's and women’s voices grow silent, creation itself declares the glory of Jesus Christ.

My wife, Rebecca and I are comforted by the many “stones” that often cry out to each of us for different reasons. We have collected many throughout our lives. These are primarily physical elements of remembrance that we have around our home (stones, crosses, paintings, written notes) to remember an event or a specific time in our lives when God’s loving grace and presence carried each of us through a dark, yet healing time. These elements still cry out when we may be silent. We also consider our testimonies of God’s grace and mercy to remind us that He is always present with us. I praise God that I can share my testimonies as stones that cry out when sharing my art.

This art piece is meant to challenge us all to consider our own response to Jesus: Will we freely share the truth of the gospel as His faithful disciples, or will the stones need to cry out in our place?

Luke 19:40 - "I tell you, if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out."

“Deep Darkness to Light” reflects the powerful truth of Job 12:22: God alone can reveal what is hidden in darkness and bring deep shadows into His light. The dark, textured background represents seasons of confusion, suffering, fear, and spiritual blindness that often surround the human heart. The illuminated cross reveals what fear and suffering try to conceal. Light does not struggle against darkness…it overcomes it.

My adult life has been a continual journey of walking with Jesus since becoming born again in my early twenties. Through every valley of grief, failure, fear, and uncertainty—as well as every season of joy and blessing—He has remained faithful and near. Over time, through prayer, counseling, Scripture, and the honest discipline of writing, God has gently revealed the hidden wounds, fears, and broken places buried deep within my heart. What once remained concealed in darkness, He lovingly brings into His light—not to condemn, but to heal, restore, and transform. I am deeply grateful that Christ has never loosened His grip on my life’s journey. Even in the deepest shadows, His presence has been steady, patient, and full of mercy.

This painting reminds us that no hidden wound, secret pain, or season of despair is beyond God’s reach. Through Christ, He uncovers truth, restores vision, and leads us from the shadows into His marvelous light.

Job 12:22 - “He uncovers the deeps out of darkness and brings deep darkness to light.”

“Armor of Light” is inspired by Romans 13:12, calling believers to awaken from spiritual darkness and clothe themselves in the light of Christ. My painting’s texture, shadowed background represents the battles, temptations, and brokenness of this world, while the radiant cross stands firm as the source of truth, protection, and hope. The seven circular forms suggest souls being drawn from darkness into His divine and perfect light. God’s Word calls that transformation!

This painting reminds me that we are not meant to live hidden in fear or compromise, but to walk boldly as children of God. Through Christ, we are equipped daily with the armor of light to stand alert in a weary world and walk faithfully in Christ.

Romans 13:12 – “The night is nearly over; the day is almost here. So let us put aside the deeds of darkness and put on the armor of light.”

Tonight’s painting is called “The Watchman’s Light”. The painting is inspired by Luke 21:36, a call for believers to remain awake, prayerful, and spiritually prepared. The textured layers and muted tones reflect a world filled with uncertainty, distraction, and spiritual darkness. The cross rises boldly as a signal fire for those determined to remain spiritually awake. The subtle circle above the cross suggests the light of God breaking through the shadows, watching over those who remain faithful. This painting reminds me that the life of a believer is not passive, but watchful and alert. Through prayer, discernment, and steadfast faith, we are called to stand firm and keep our eyes fixed on Christ.

This last year became a quiet warning to my own heart. Because of contractor work being done in our basement, every part of my art studio had to be packed away and placed into storage. At first, it felt like only a temporary inconvenience, but over time I began to recognize something deeper happening within me. The absence of my creative space slowly disrupted the rhythm I had built with God. Painting has never simply been about making art for me—it is one of the primary places where I worship, pray, reflect, and listen. In those hours alone with canvas, texture, color, and worship music, my spirit often becomes still enough to hear the voice of God more clearly.

Without realizing it, I had allowed distraction, fatigue, and the busyness of daily life to quietly replace intentional time in God’s presence. The loss of that sacred creative rhythm became a spiritual wake-up call. God was reminding me that spiritual alertness does not happen accidentally. Just as a watchman cannot abandon his post, believers cannot neglect the habits that keep their hearts attentive to the Lord. Prayer, worship, time in Scripture, and moments of solitude are not optional disciplines—they are the lamps that keep our spiritual vision clear in both dark and light seasons.

This painting became both a warning and an invitation for me: return to the place of watchfulness, guard the condition of your heart, and remain awake to the presence and direction of Christ.

Luke 21:36 – “Be always on the watch, and pray that you may be able to escape all that is about to happen, and that you may be able to stand before the Son of Man.”

“Guided Steps” is inspired by Psalm 119:105: “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.” The layered textures and vibrant movement within this painting reflect the complexity, uncertainty, and beauty of life’s journey. At the center, the cross stands firm and unchanging, reminding us that Christ is the foundation that directs every step. The scattered circles symbolize moments, decisions, and seasons along our path, each touched by God’s guiding light. Even when the way feels unclear, God does not ask us to see the entire road ahead—only to trust Him for the next faithful step in His presence and truth.

In 2003, I was listening intently to a sermon at church about the importance of financial stewardship within the home—managing money, talents, and resources with wisdom and integrity. The final takeaway from the sermon was an invitation to join a Crown Biblical Financial Study group, a small-group curriculum focused on budgeting, debt, giving, saving, and stewardship. I remember thinking to myself, Why would I shame myself by sharing with a small group how my divorce had drained my finances dry? Yet as I left church that day, I sensed God continually pressing upon my heart the need to join the study. I wrestled with it, trying to come up with every excuse possible to avoid what God was asking of me. That evening, however, I was reminded of the stern warning in Scripture: “Do not quench the Spirit.”

So, I said yes to joining that semester’s study and continued saying yes by facilitating three additional semesters that followed. Both the study coordinator and the Holy Spirit seemed to keep prompting me to stay one more semester. Because I continued to say yes, God continued to direct my steps. During my final semester, I met a beautiful woman in my study group. Later that year, she became my wife. Looking back now, I can clearly see that the Lord was guiding my steps the entire way—I simply needed to trust His leading and obey His prompting.

Psalm 119:105 – “Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path.”

“Eternal Illumination” is inspired by Isaiah 60:19, which declares that the Lord Himself will become our everlasting light. The textured layers and bursts of color in this painting reflect the chaos, beauty, and brokenness of life on earth, while the bold cross stands at the center as the source of eternal hope. The glowing blue circle symbolizes the divine light of God that never fades or fails. Unlike the temporary light of this world, God’s presence becomes the believer’s constant source of direction, peace, and permanence.

My family has a cabin on a lake that is our summer getaway. Nothing is quite like a quiet evening, sitting on the porch watching the western sunset fall over the island across the lake. If I sit there long enough, eventually I will see the moon in the night sky, shimmering off the lake.

This piece reminds us that God’s presence is constant, guiding, restoring, and illuminating our lives with everlasting glory and peace.

Isaiah 60:19 - The sun will no more be your light by day, nor will the brightness of the moon shine on you, for the Lord will be your everlasting light, and your God will be your glory.

Tonight’s’ painting called”Radiant Surrender” is inspired by the words of Jesus in John 8:12: “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”

The textured gray background reflects the heaviness, confusion, and spiritual emptiness of life apart from Christ. Yet the bold cross stands illuminated, revealing the hope found in Him. The deep red circle suggests both sacrifice and the radiant presence of God, revealing the freedom found only through surrender.

Surrender has become my doorway to creativity, healing, and purpose in my life and my art. I find great joy when I can step back from a finished painting and say, “You and I created that together, God! Thank you!”

In Allen Arnold’s book, The Story of With, Arnold states, “The process of co-creating with God resembles the rhythm of a dance more than the efficiency of an assembly line. It requires the artist to set aside the illusion of control and go at the Father's pace."

This painting reminds me that true freedom and clarity are only found when I lay down my own way and fully follow the Light of the World.

John 8:12 – “Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.”

“Morning After Mercy” is inspired by Lamentations 3:22–23, reminding us that God’s compassion never fails and His mercies are new every morning. The textured layers and flowing movement within this painting reflect the struggles, wounds, and uncertainty carried through life’s darkest nights. Yet across the canvas, circles emerge like rising suns—symbols of renewal, grace, and the faithful promises of God. The cross anchors the entire piece, reminding us that every new beginning is made possible through Christ. This painting invites us to release yesterday’s burdens and step into the hope of a new day, trusting that God’s mercy is always waiting with the morning light.

I distinctly remember waking up on the first morning after my father passed away. For the last five years of his life, I spoke with him almost daily, either by phone or in person. Although I was deeply grieved by his passing, I also carried a profound sense of hope, knowing that I would see him again someday in heaven. My father knew the Lord, and in his final days he shared that he was ready to see Jesus. When he passed, our family experienced both sorrow and relief because his suffering had finally ended. I was especially thankful knowing that Jesus had taken away the heart disease and arthritis he had endured since childhood.

Even in the heaviness of grief, God’s mercy met me that next morning. The pain of loss was real, yet so was the quiet peace that comes from knowing Christ has overcome death. In that season, I was reminded that God does not abandon us in sorrow. His compassion carries us through the darkest nights and gently leads us into the healing light of a new morning.

Lamentations 3:22–23 - The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

“Anchored in His Presence” reflects the security and peace found in belonging fully to God. The textured layers and earthy tones symbolize the struggles, scars, and uncertainty carried through life, while the bold cross stands firm and unshaken at the center. The circle represents completeness, eternity, and the unending presence of God surrounding His people. Though life often feels fractured and chaotic, Christ remains our constant foundation. This painting reminds us that we are not abandoned in the storms of life. Through His redeeming love, God calls us by name, anchors our hearts in His presence, and surrounds us with everlasting peace and purpose.

To be a grandfather in 2026 is to understand that the greatest legacy is not built through grand gestures, but through quiet, intentional presence in a grandchild’s life. Anchored in God’s presence, daily life becomes a living prayer, where faith is not only taught but caught through laughter, listening, encouragement, and simply showing up. In a world filled with distractions, God provides the clarity to recognize each moment with a grandchild as holy ground. Whether cheering from the sidelines, sitting together at the kitchen counter, or offering a calm and steady refuge, a grandfather’s greatest gift is helping his grandchildren feel deeply loved, secure, and continually covered in prayer.

Isaiah 43:1 - “But now thus says the Lord, he who created you, O Jacob, he who formed you, O Israel: ‘Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by name, you are mine.’”

“Light Through the Fracture” is inspired by John 1:5: “The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” The textured, fractured layers within this painting reflect the brokenness, wounds, and struggles carried within the human heart. Yet at the center, the cross stands illuminated, breaking through the darkness with unwavering hope. The intersecting forms symbolize how God’s light enters even the most damaged places of our lives. No fracture is too deep for Christ to restore. This painting reminds us that darkness never has the final word. Through Jesus, grace enters the fractured spaces we often try to hide, healing broken places and revealing the promise of redemption and new life.

I see many connections between the fractured layers of light in my painting and the fractured seasons in life. The two connect to the way fractured seasons in life leave marks on the soul, yet still allow light to break through. The textured layers resemble emotional scars—moments of loss, disappointment, surrender, and rebuilding. Much like life itself, the surface is not smooth or untouched; it carries evidence of pressure, scraping, and refinement. Yet within those fractured layers, light emerges rather than disappears.

What is especially significant is that the light in this painting is not polished or perfect. It is broken light. And broken light is often the most believable kind because it reflects real life. I hope my painting communicates that even fractured seasons can still carry holiness, redemption, and the steady presence of God.

John 1:5 - "The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it."

“Reflections of Glory” is inspired by 2 Corinthians 4:6, reminding us that the same God who spoke light into creation now shines His light into human hearts through Christ. The radiant golden circle reflects the glory, presence, and holiness of God breaking through the darkness of this world. The cross stands boldly before the light, revealing that true understanding of God’s glory is found in Jesus alone. The textured layers and deep earth tones symbolize the trials, struggles, and refining seasons of life. Yet even in brokenness, even though life’s refining seasons, His glory continues to shape us. This painting invites us to reflect His glory and carry His light into the world around us.

My artwork from the very beginning has been about being a ministry to others; never about anything else. I love to create, and I love Jesus. There is nothing else!

2 Corinthians 4:6 - For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.

“In Him All Things Hold Together” is inspired by Colossians 1:17, revealing Christ as the sustaining force over all creation and every detail of our lives. The fragmented shapes and layered circles symbolize the complexity, movement, and scattered nature. Yet rising firmly through the center is the cross—steady, unshaken, and eternal. Though life often feels chaotic and uncertain, Christ remains sovereign over every moment, relationship, burden, and season. Nothing exists outside His power and presence.

This painting reminds us that true peace is found not in controlling our own lives, but in trusting the One who holds all things together through His love, authority, and grace.

Colossians 1:17 - "And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together."

“City on a Hill” is inspired by Matthew 5:14, where Jesus calls His followers to be a visible light in a dark world. The vertical lines within the painting resemble rising structures, symbolizing lives being built upon faith, truth, and the presence of God. The cross stands elevated and central, reminding us that Christ is the true source of light shining through His people. The layered textures and warm earth tones reflect both the brokenness of humanity and the beauty of redemption.

This painting challenges believers not to hide their faith, but to live boldly so others may see the courage, conviction, and visible faith of Christ shining through them.

Matthew 5:14: “You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.”

Tonight’s painting is called, “Love’s Sacrifice”. The scripture is: “For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. And this is the judgment: the light has come into the world, and people loved the darkness rather than the light because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed. But whoever does what is true comes to the light, so that it may be clearly seen that his works have been carried out in God.”

John‬ 3‬:16‬-21‬ ESV‬‬

As I reflect on the sacrifice of Jesus on the cross, my heart is heavy with sorrow for the world of sinners who still do not understand the powerful implications of not believing in Him today.

Jesus endured unimaginable pain and suffering on the cross, bearing the weight of all our sins on his shoulders. He did this out of love for us, knowing that his sacrifice would be the ONLY way for us to be reconciled with God.

Yet, despite his sacrifice, there are still so many who refuse to believe in Jesus as their Lord. They mock him, reject him, and even deny his existence. They fail to see the incredible love and grace that he offers, and they miss out on the incredible blessings that come with a relationship with him.

It breaks my heart to see so many people wandering through life, lost and without hope, when the answer is right in front of them. Jesus offers us forgiveness, peace, and eternal life, but so many choose to turn their backs on him.

It is easy to become discouraged when we see the state of the world today. We see violence, hatred, and evil all around us, and it can be easy to lose faith in humanity. But we must remember that Jesus died for every single person, no matter how lost or broken they (or we ourselves) may seem.

As believers, we have a responsibility to share the love of Jesus with the world. We must reach out to those who are lost, and show them the way to salvation. We must pray for their hearts to be opened to the truth, and we must love them as Jesus loves them.

This morning I wanted to share another painting that I painted for my wife, Rebecca some years back for her office at school. Today, the painting now hangs in one of our extra bedrooms.

As I sit here in the bedroom gazing upon this painting this morning, tears well up in my eyes (tears… I do very rarely). The painting is called, “With His Stripes," a 40"W x 30”H Acrylic and Mixed Media painting, was inspired by Isaiah‬ 53:5‬ ESV‬‬. The scripture reminds us that our Lord was wounded and bruised for our transgressions and iniquities. The painting is a reflection of the pain and suffering that Jesus endured for us.

The lighter areas of the painting are filled with flogged stripes, each one representing the agony that Jesus bore for us. As I painted, I couldn't help but feel a deep sense of sorrow and gratitude for what He did for us. The crosses in the painting are not as obvious as in my other works, but they are there, representing the ultimate sacrifice that Jesus made for us.

On the left side of the painting, there are 7 faint circles. These circles represent the 7th day of creation when God rested. Throughout the Bible, the number 7 is associated with completeness and finality. It's a reminder that Jesus's sacrifice was complete and final, and that through Him, we can have peace.

The painting also features 12 colors, 12 vertical stripes, and 12 horizontal stripes. The significance of the number 12 cannot be understated in the Bible. It represents perfection and authority. From the 12 tribes of Israel to the 12 disciples that Jesus chose, this number appears time and time again in the Bible. As I painted each stripe, I couldn't help but think of the significance of the number and the importance of Jesus's sacrifice.

Overall, "With His Stripes" is a poignant reminder of the pain and suffering that Jesus endured for us. It's a reminder of the love and grace that He showed us, and the ultimate sacrifice that He made on our behalf. As I continue to gaze upon the painting, my heart is filled with both sorrow and joy.

It’s a Good Friday!

Tonight’s painting is called “Remembrance”

I painted this scene in 2022, to commemorate Jesus and His 12 disciples sharing in the Passover meal together.

Last year I posted a blog from the book of Luke. Tonight I am reposting the painting to focus on a specific scene from the book of John chapter 13, where we read about a beautiful act of humility and service performed by Jesus Christ.

This scene takes place during the Last Supper, just before Jesus was to be arrested and crucified. The disciples were gathered together with Jesus, and they were about to eat the Passover meal. It was a time of great tension and uncertainty, as the disciples felt something was happening, but didn’t immediately understand the significance of Jesus words and actions.

It is in this context that Jesus decided to perform an act of great humility and service. We read in John:

"“Jesus, knowing that the Father had given all things into his hands, and that he had come from God and was going back to God, rose from supper. He laid aside his outer garments, and taking a towel, tied it around his waist. Then he poured water into a basin and began to wash the disciples’ feet and to wipe them with the towel that was wrapped around him.”

John‬ 13‬:3‬-5‬ ESV‬‬

This act would have been shocking to the disciples, as washing feet was considered a task for a servant or slave, not for a master or teacher. But Jesus wanted to demonstrate to his disciples the importance of humility and service, and the depth of his love for them.

In John 13:8-20 ESV, we read about Peter's reaction to Jesus' response and further teaching to follow:

"”Peter said to him, “You shall never wash my feet.”

Jesus answered him, “If I do not wash you, you have no share with me.”

Simon Peter said to him, “Lord, not my feet only but also my hands and my head!”

Jesus said to him, “The one who has bathed does not need to wash, except for his feet, but is completely clean. And you are clean, but not every one of you.”

For he knew who was to betray him; that was why he said, “Not all of you are clean.”

When he had washed their feet and put on his outer garments and resumed his place, Jesus said to them,

“Do you understand what I have done to you? You call me Teacher and Lord, and you are right, for so I am. If I then, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet.

For I have given you an example, that you also should do just as I have done to you. Truly, truly, I say to you, a servant is not greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. If you know these things, blessed are you if you do them. I am not speaking of all of you; I know whom I have chosen. But the Scripture will be fulfilled,‘He who ate my bread has lifted his heel against me.’ I am telling you this now, before it takes place, that when it does take place you may believe that I am he. Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever receives the one I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.””

When I read these words of Jesus, I often put myself where the disciples were…clueless and sinful with pride.

Jesus was trying to teach his disciples a valuable lesson about the nature of leadership and service. He wanted them to understand that true greatness comes NOT from being served, but from SERVING others. He wanted them to follow HIS example of humility and selflessness.

Even in the face of betrayal, Jesus continued to love and serve his disciples, demonstrating the depth of his compassion and forgiveness.

I personally have been in church services in my past where this act of foot washing was being done for me. Everyone in attendance also had an opportunity to wash someone else’s feet. It was an extremely humbling experience that provided a remembrance I pray that I never forget.

May we all follow Jesus' example and seek to love and serve others with humility and selflessness.

I love you all !!

Tonight’s painting is called, “Living and Active.”

The scripture for this painting is,”For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart." - Hebrews 4:12 ESV

This verse reminds us that God's Word is not just a collection of ancient texts, but a living and active force that can penetrate deep into our hearts and minds.

As Christians, we believe that God is not just a distant and abstract concept, but a living and active presence in our lives through a relationship with Jesus Christ. We believe that God is constantly at work in the world, and that He is intimately involved in every aspect of our lives.

Throughout the Bible, we see examples of God's living and active presence in the lives of His people. From the miraculous deliverance of the Israelites from Egypt, to the healing of the sick and the raising of the dead by Jesus, to the transformation of the early Church through the power of the Holy Spirit, we see time and again that God is not a distant and passive figure, but an active and engaged presence in the world.

We can take comfort and trust in His presence and His power, and we can be confident that He is at work in every situation we face. Whether we are experiencing joy and blessings or facing trials and hardships, we can be assured that God is with us, and that His living and active presence is working for our good.

Tonight’s painting is called, “Worthy.”

The scripture that inspired the painting: “Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence, if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.”

Philippians‬ 4‬:8‬ ESV‬‬

My painting tonight is called “Perfect and Complete”.

The scripture that inspired the painting:”Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.”

James‬ 1‬:2‬-4‬ ESV‬‬

Unlike temptations, trials are meant to build our faith and strengthen us spiritually.

This weekend, I have been watching the Illinois High School Association’s Boys State Tournament games. I love hearing the many stories about the tourney coaches, players and teams. And I learned that many of the players from the smaller communities began playing together as early as grade school. It formed a foundation of friendship and trust on and off the court. Several teams had endured personal trials this season before making their run for a state championship.

In the same vein, in everyday life…trials aren’t meant to stop us from progressing, but to teach us valuable lessons and strengthen us. That’s why James tells us to “consider it pure joy when we meet trials of various kinds…” They help us grow from immature Christians to mature ones.

God wants us to grow in our walk with Him each day. And one of the ways He strengthens us spiritually is through trials. We all go through them, but it’s how we handle them that truly matters. Trials prove the foundation of our faith.

You may be going through a difficult trial right now. God’s message is clear: Take courage. He will never leave or forsake you. He has great things in store for you, so stand firm. Lacking in nothing! Perfect and Complete!

Tonight’s painting is called, “My Lot.”

The scripture that inspired the painting: “The lot is cast into the lap, but its every decision is from the Lord.” Proverbs 16:33 ESV

This thought has been on my mind all week:

“I have complete assurance that my God is in control of all of my needs!”

When the world around us is in chaos (and it is), I can trust that God has a plan for me that will abound! God knows what is best and (in the end) He will do what is best for me no matter how disappointed I might be (with His decision) in the moment. Again, I just need to trust His plan that I can’t see!

It’s easy for me to now look back and see that God protected me from something that at the time I thought I wanted with all my heart. As much as I believed this thing was so right for me at that time, God denied me the opportunity to have it. I was very disappointed, because I believed it was a sure thing. I remember appealing to God in prayer over it, although I knew my lot had already been cast.

Today, I see God’s decision in my life (it will be 5 years ago this summer) was for my ultimate good. How do I not praise Him over and over again for His protection on my life in this matter! I’m grateful that God is all knowing. He is full of perfect, unchanging wisdom! Oh, how He loves you and me!

“Tonight’s painting is called, “Talk to Jesus”.

The scripture that inspired the painting:”Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.”

Isaiah‬ 43‬:18‬-19‬ ESV‬‬

If you have lost someone close to you like a parent, a spouse, or a close friend in the last few years, you may relate to this post story.

My story begins in early February when I began seeing pictures of my parents (who both passed in 2020) in my Facebook memories feed. New pictures of them were appearing daily and some were not pictures I took nor remember seeing before. When I tried going to back to see the picture again, I could not find them on my Facebook feed. I searched in my phone’s photo albums, but came up empty. As the days passed, photos of my parents would appear in my memories then GONE.

It was almost like I was being teased emotionally. Then it was family and friends sharing stories about my parents that made me miss them even more. I have had several days this month that I just wanted to call them to hear their voice. It caused me to feel sorrow and grief to the point of crying in my vehicle one day while driving to my daughter’s house a few hours away.

Then the other morning, the sun was shining into our east window while I was talking with Jesus about my pop up of grief and photo frustration. As I talked with Him, I jotted down the words, “I will make a way”. I recognized those words from a worship song, but I had to do a quick search to find the words in scripture. Wow, what a joy and a blessing of hope I received from the passage in Isaiah I found. Thank you Jesus! Hope it gives you hope as well.

Tonight’s painting is called, “Paths”

The scripture that inspired the painting: “The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul. He leads me in paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.”

Psalm‬ 23‬:1‬-3‬ ESV‬‬

Every Thursday I meet with a group of men (all retirees) for breakfast and a book study. Almost every week, we end up talking about the reality of this quickening senior season of life we find ourselves in.

Even in the midst of some trials and difficulties we all are experiencing, we have a remarkable assurance that goodness will follow us and God’s mercy and love will rest upon us regardless of our circumstances. Because we all follow Christ, we know the path that leads to life! And we all desire to be on His path of righteousness.

We know we can’t face our reality if we do not do so through the lens of the goodness and providential care of our Good Shepherd.

Tonight’s painting is called, “In the Night”

Scripture: “I cry aloud to God; aloud to God, and he will hear me. In the day of my trouble I seek the Lord; in the night my hand is stretched out without wearying; my soul refuses to be comforted. When I remember God, I moan; when I meditate, my spirit faints.” Psalm‬ 77‬:1‬-3‬ ESV‬‬

The painting has 7 circles. The number 7 in Scripture is the number of perfection, God’s number.

I chose this Psalm as a result of being deeply moved by it while watching the season 3 finale of “The Chosen” at the Theatre on Friday.

Asaph (the writer of this Psalm) starts off the psalm by writing how he was crying out to the Lord. The first two verses describe how Asaph was seeking after the Lord in the midst of his trouble. Anyone who has ever endured a trial, endured suffering, endured emotional grief, or endured any life difficulties relates to the words of Asaph in the first two verses. Asaph is crying to God for help.

Nothing can be said to Asaph that will make him feel better. The ordeal is so great that there is no place to find comfort.

We do not know what Asaph is enduring, but we can relate to the circumstances where we could not find any comfort. That hole seems so deep that you can’t crawl out of it.

But even in the deepest valley, we can find comfort in the arms of Jesus. Just keep crying out, “Jesus, Don’t let me go!” He will hold you fast.

Tonight’s painting is called,”Firm Foundation.”

The scripture is: “According to the grace of God given to me, like a skilled master builder I laid a foundation, and someone else is building upon it. Let each one take care how he builds upon it. For no one can lay a foundation other than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ.”

1 Corinthians‬ 3‬:10‬-11‬ ESV‬‬

I know that it is through grace that God has worked effective change in my heart and in my life. Only through grace can I confirm that Jesus is my FIRM FOUNDATION.

When I read this scripture, I also think of my family.

Without the moral and spiritual leadership of my parents (and extended family) that taught me right from wrong at an early age, I can’t imagine where I might be today. They leaned on the Firm Foundation of Christ and modeled the Master Builder’s plan for my sister and I.

My deepest desire is to take great care to build upon my parent’s legacy by sharing the love of Jesus with my own family and those in my path!

Tonight’s painting is called, “Fearless 2023.”

The scripture for this painting is: “Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me." Psalm 23:4

I mentioned previously on a Facebook post that I have been identifying a single WORD that I focus on for my year ahead. My WORD for 2023 is FEARLESS.

I have been doing this practice for the last 4 years after reading a (business) book by Gary Keller (founder of Keller-Williams Realty) called “The ONE Thing.”

One quote from his book stuck with me, “Make sure every day you do what matters most. When you know what matters most, everything makes sense. When you don’t know what matters most, anything makes sense.”

For me, I wanted to focus on a specific WORD that would challenge me for the year as I carry out God’s calling in my life each day. One of my favorite scriptures in being fearless is Psalm 23:4. It shows God’s fearless love for us on display. I have also written down 30 more Bible verses that focus on the words FEAR or FEARLESS. Reading these often will help FEARLESS make sense for me.

FEARLESS is probably my most challenging WORD yet. If you know me well, you you know I am an extreme introvert. Often I find that I would rather observe than participate. And it generally takes me a few days (or weeks) to process anything that is unfamiliar or I lack knowledge in…so to say I will be fearless in the moment could be a real stretch for me!

However, this year I hope to fearlessly lean into the Word of God and follow the Holy Spirit’s leading. I will follow His lead wherever He takes me. I can’t wait!

Anyone else considering a WORD for their year, I would love to hear it!

Tonight’s painting is called, “God’s Continual Presence.”

The scripture that inspired the painting is: “Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice. Let your reasonableness be known to everyone. The Lord is at hand;” Philippians‬ 4‬:4‬-5‬ ESV‬‬

“There is joy in living in the light of God’s continual presence. He is - at hand.” These encouraging words were made by my pastor, Mick Duffy, during an April 2020 sermon given in a neighbors’ pasture during the COVID-19 shutdown. Not long after this sermon, The Pasture Church was born.

Later that summer (2020), Rebecca and I heard about the church and we went for a visit…and stayed.

I was not aware of the content of that first sermon from Philippians 4 until it was shared with me last week.

I also didn’t realize until I sat down to write my post for this painting that the word, “Presence” was going to be something I would be referencing for it. You see, the word “Presence” was my WORD for (last year) 2022. At the beginning of 2022, I wrote out that I wanted to seek a closer relationship with Jesus and be able to sense His presence daily in my life. My sincere hope was His “presence” would help me to turn from the worry, anxiety, and fear I had experienced in 2021.

These words from Mick’s sermon in 2020 rang true for me last year without me even knowing he said them. He said, “God will help us to begin to see life through a different lens - the lens of joy!”

I believe with all my heart that God helped me do just that last year.

I’m thankful for my pastor and his encouragement to our Pasture church community! I’m looking forward to 2023 and what God has for us all!

Tonight’s painting is called, “Touch of Faith”

The scripture I used for the painting was: “As Jesus was on his way, the crowds almost crushed him. And a woman was there who had been subject to bleeding for twelve years, but no one could heal her. She came up behind him and touched the edge of his cloak, and immediately her bleeding stopped. ‘Who touched me?' Jesus asked. When they all denied it, Peter said, 'Master, the people are crowding and pressing against you.' But Jesus said, 'Someone touched me; I know that power has gone out from me.' Then the woman, seeing that she could not go unnoticed, came trembling and fell at his feet. In the presence of all the people, she told why she had touched him and how she had been instantly healed. Then he said to her, 'Daughter, your faith has healed you. Go in peace.'”

Luke 8:40-48, NIV

If you happened to watch Season 3 episode 5 of the “The Chosen” tonight, you saw this powerful scene played out. While episode 4 showed a small portion of this woman’s back-story, it is a relatable story for anyone with a lingering health condition that no doctor or medicine has been able to cure. For this woman, it was Jesus that healed her both physically and spiritually.

Her encounter with Jesus changed her forever!

Her faith wasn't in Jesus’ clothing. His clothing didn't impart healing; Jesus is saying, her faith (in Jehovah Rapha) has brought that about.

Tonight’s paint is called, “God’s Blessing”

The scripture that inspired the painting:

“And Jacob was left alone. And a man wrestled with him until the breaking of the day. When the man saw that he did not prevail against Jacob, he touched his hip socket, and Jacob’s hip was put out of joint as he wrestled with him. Then he said, “Let me go, for the day has broken.” But Jacob said, “I will not let you go unless you bless me.” And he said to him, “What is your name?” And he said, “Jacob.” Then he said, “Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel, for you have striven with God and with men, and have prevailed.”

Genesis‬ 32‬:22‬-28 ESV‬‬

If you have not read this Bible story in Genesis 32, it is a grace-filled chronicle about an estranged and dysfunctional family. A frightened and anxious Jacob takes his entire family cross country to meet and try to appease his brother Esau with presents, while sending his family out in front of him to meet his brother and four hundred of Esau’s men.

When Jacob is alone, he meets a stranger on his way, he wrestles with this stranger until daybreak. He also realizes that this is not a common man he is wrestling with (but potentially the Lord himself). And he is blessed by this stranger as a result of his persistence.

Similar to Jacob, is there something you are asking God for right now?

I’m not talking about something superficial. Is your need something so personal and so deep that you need to wrestle with God in prayer about it?

If you stay in the fight (in prayer), God will bless you in the fight! When you wrestle in prayer in these difficult situations, it will transform and change you…for God has you in his righteous right hand for your good!

Tonight’s painting is called, “The Lord Delights”.

The scripture that inspired the painting:

Psalm‬ 37‬:23‬-24‬ ESV‬‬ “The steps of a man are established by the Lord, when he delights in his way; though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord upholds his hand.”

I truly believe this Psalm when it says that the Lord establishes our steps. I believe God is involved in the smallest of details of our lives and those events and opportunities are to prepare us to lift others as we build the kingdom of God on earth.

He loves us and delights when we recognize Him as our one and only true Provider and Protector. Even when we fall into a spiritual valley, the Lord provides us grace and mercy that only He can give! The Lord delights!

Tonight’s painting is called, “Savior”

The scriptures are from the Christmas story in Luke 2:7-16.

Mary gave birth to Jesus and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger. An angel appeared to nearby shepherds with “good tidings of great joy.” The angel told them the Son of God had been born, and they hurried to find their newborn Savior.

This special week before Christmas has been one to remember. I have witnessed miracle after miracle performed by God this week. Each story brings me to my knees.

The miracle of twins born to a family that had multiple family losses in 2022. The miracle of God’s timing and provision to schedule a team of experienced doctors in Boston to be available to perform heart surgery on my great niece during a holiday week. The miracle of God’s intercession and mercy in a ranch accident that should have taken the life of a young father and husband, yet he is walking the halls of a local hospital this night.

“For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us.” Romans 8:18, ESV

Thank you Jesus …for your birth and for your life that you willingly gave up for our salvation! Thank you for continuing to perform miracles on earth. It only increases my hope and faith in you!!

Tonight’s painting is called, “Our Present Time.”

The scripture I used: “He (Jesus) also said to the crowds, “When you see a cloud rising in the west, you say at once, ‘A shower is coming.’ And so it happens. And when you see the south wind blowing, you say, ‘There will be scorching heat,’ and it happens. You hypocrites! You know how to interpret the appearance of earth and sky, but why do you not know how to interpret the present time?”

Luke‬ 12‬:54‬-56‬ ESV‬‬

Are we becoming so focused on our earthly (physical) needs, that we turn away from our spiritual needs and the needs of others?

Jesus reminds us of the importance of the present time. Jesus came to earth to save us from our sin. We learn from scripture that we are saved by grace and there is nothing we can do to earn God’s favor. Scripture also reminds us to practice discernment so we know good from evil.

“Let love be genuine. Abhor what is evil; hold fast to what is good. Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality.”

Romans‬ 12‬:9‬-13‬ ESV‬‬

Tonight’s painting is called, “The Broken-Hearted.”

The scripture I used was from Psalm 13 where King David’s brokenness is recorded when his son Absalom was trying to overthrow his father’s throne.

“How long, O Lord? Will you forget me forever?

How long will you hide your face from me?

How long must I take counsel in my soul

and have sorrow in my heart all the day?

How long shall my enemy be exalted over me?”

Psalm 13:1-2

I recently read a book by Gene Edwards called, “A Tale of Three Kings”. The story (a drama) detailed what Edwards called a rough charcoal sketch of submission and authority within the kingdom of God.

If you know the biblical story - Saul is the anointed king of Israel, but jealousy and hard-heartedness sets Saul on a path to kill young David (anointed to be the future king). David sets his heart on refusing to hurt Saul by his words or by the sword even when he had the opportunity to do so. Instead, David leaned on the Lord for his careful steps to become king. In addition, at the end of King David’s reign he waited on the Lord to intervene when the king was being pursued by his son Absalom who wanted the king’s throne.

A question for you to ponder. How can we know when God wants us to take action and when he wants us to accept action taken against us? Who is throwing spears at you and how does God want you to respond?

My painting is a triptych. The three 16”W x 20”H paintings represent the three kings…Saul, David, and Absalom. The marks in each painting represents the wounds we all have as a result of harm (spears) thrown at us or the spears we throw and wound others with. The black color is the inner heart of our sin nature and the raw sienna color is our cry of “How long,Oh Lord”. Take a long look inside!

Tonight’s painting is called, “A Mighty Fortress.”

The scripture I used as my inspiration was from Psalm 46: 1, 6-7

“God is our refuge and strength,

a very present help in trouble.

The nations rage, the kingdoms totter;

He utters his voice, the earth melts.

The LORD of hosts is with us;

the God of Jacob is our fortress.”

If you are examining the current news cycle you may be crying out for a mighty fortress to protect you from all the political, economical, and social ills of our present world (nations rage, the kingdoms totter). Or do you need a refuge (very present help) from your physical or mental health battles? Maybe you need additional strength to meet the demands of just THIS day!!

Martin Luther sang the words of Psalm 46 often, and it led him to write the hymn, “Mighty Fortress”. In Psalm 46, the Psalmist wrote a song for the people of Israel telling them that God is with them and gives them strength. We can know that God’s might, His power, and His voice will be with us always! Read all of Psalm 46 before you go to bed tonight. His Word will hold you fast.

This painting will be offered as one of the many auction items donated for Hog Roast and Silent Auction happening THIS SUNDAY, October 16th, at Trinity Lutheran School (my grandchildren’s school) in Stewardson, IL from 11:30 a.m. to 1 p.m.

The painting tonight is called, “David Danced”.

The scripture that inspired the painting: “And David danced before the Lord with all his might. And David was wearing a linen ephod. So David and all the house of Israel brought up the ark of the Lord with shouting and with the sound of the horn.”

2 Samuel‬ 6:14-15‬ ESV‬‬

When God calls us, we are wise to remove anything that may stand between God and us. David danced before the Lord unashamed and unapologetic. He was even willing to strip himself bare and be undignified before God.

So why do I desire to dance like David danced before the Lord?

First, I refuse to carry the shame of my past anymore! I bare it all before Jesus. He has covered me anew with righteousness, so no need to hide or cover up. I can dance freely!

Second, I don’t feel the need to apologize to the world for wanting to dance before the Lord with all of my heart as David did. I want to continue to share and celebrate my faith, praising God for the victories and for the losses. And praise Him for stretching my faith to overcome life’s many challenges (losses) along the way.

Lastly, I don’t have to be in right standing with the world to be in right standing with God. I don’t dance to be seen, or heard, or recognized. I only want to dance to glorify the Lord and bring Him honor. Let’s Dance!

This is what Tonight’s painting is called “Choose.”

The title comes directly from this week’s Joshua 24 Experience scripture.

“And if it is evil in your eyes to serve the Lord, choose this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your fathers served in the region beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you dwell. BUT AS FOR ME AND MY HOUSE , WE WILL SERVE THE LORD.”

Joshua‬ 24:15‬ ESV‬‬

As a child, I remember reading the last part of this verse on ceramic wall plaques and metal hot plates in many family and friends’ kitchens.

When I think of that verse today, I admit that as a young child and then as a teenager, I never considered the impact of its meaning. I did not realize it back then, but my grandparents, my parents, my aunts and uncles, and many of my friends’ parents were choosing and declaring whom they would serve. They were choosing to serve the Lord for their household!

As a child, many of the adults in my life modeled for me who they would serve both on Sunday and during the rest of the week. I followed their lead to serve, but they made the decisions for me (to serve God) for my good.

When I turned 18, my parents allowed me to make my own choice of whom I would serve. I admit, I didn’t always make the right choice to follow the Lord. So, I simply was not hot or cold (and did not serve the Lord) and as a result made a choice to became a slave to sin.

That sin followed me into my mid 20’s until God pursued me as a shepherd would do in leaving the 99 sheep to find the one (me) that was lost. I made a decision to follow Him alone at age 25.

I often think back on that time with fear knowing that if I had not decided at that time to serve the Lord....where would I be? So my ask is that if you have not made a choice...Here, now, choose Jesus today!

The painting tonight has an “L”, in the upper left corner which in early Hebrew means "authority," as it is a sign of the shepherd, the leader of the flock. The circle is a sign of completion or finished (salvation). The deep maroon color represents Jesus shed blood on the cross.

My painting and post tonight called, “Faith is a Choice” is from 2015 about God's vision for each of us and the importance of our personal faith. I’m reposting because I was inspired by our sermon at The Pasture this morning from Numbers 13.

Faith is the belief to follow God even when we may only see a path of opposition before us. In the face of adversity...which side do you stand? Do you stand with the committed or do you stand with the social? In Numbers 13, The Lord told Moses to send out some men to explore the land of Canaan, which the Lord had given (promised) to the Israelites. If you recall the story, Moses then chose twelve men to explore the land and come back with some Instagram pics and a blog report in 40 days. And ten men came back with a bad report of the land after following

the Enemy of Fear and Deception on Facebook and Twitter. But only two, Joshua and Caleb, voted to take the land - as they believed in a single source of vision - God's Word. This past weekend I heard it said that, "The social world says we have many choices and none are wrong." NO...the TRUTH is... we only have a vote for or against God. God will judge how we each voted ...but not by the outcome of the vote! The Bible confirms it. Joshua and Caleb voted with God and received the promised land and life, while the remaining ten received the sword and death. Where is your vote tonight?

The painting tonight is called, “Meditate on Jesus”.

Scripture: “I remember the days of old; I meditate on all that you have done; I ponder the work of your hands.”

Psalm‬ 143:5‬ ESV‬‬

I believe we can patiently walk with God through any trial that this world can throw at us when we “meditate on Jesus.” That sweet meditation for our soul is enough to take away the bitterness of all our past disappointments

and mistakes. And replace it with our trust in Jesus for healing, to control negative thoughts, and to release painful memories of the past. Remembering the days of old brings us back to when we first believed and were saved from our sins. We say rejoice!

(Note: This new painting is available at Serendipity Mercantile)

My painting tonight is called, “Freedom”!

During this 4th of July holiday, no matter how you celebrate the political freedom, let us give thanks for the book that is still changing lives and bringing spiritual freedom to people around the world.

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For the law of the Spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death.”

Romans‬ 8:1-2‬ ESV‬‬

When you celebrate July 4th, remember the words of John Adams, who was one of our Founding Fathers of the Declaration of Independence.

John Adams proposed that when America’s future citizens celebrated the Declaration of Independence, it ought to be done by recognizing God.

He wrote his wife, Abigail, that the day should be “celebrated by succeeding generations as the great anniversary festival. It ought to be commemorated, as the day of deliverance, by solemn acts of devotion to God Almighty. It ought to be solemnized with pomp and parade, with shows, games, sports, guns, bells, bonfires and illuminations, from one end of this continent to the other, from this time forward forever.”

Tonight’s painting is called “Comfort and Hope”. The scripture I wish to focus on for the painting is: “Even to your old age and gray hairs I am He, I am He who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.”

Isaiah‬ 46‬:4‬ NIV‬‬

In a class on the topic of “Surrender” this morning (taught by one of our pastors), I heard this verse in a new way and it resonated deeply with my spirit. This verse speaks of God's enduring presence and care for His people throughout their lives.

For me verse 4 encapsulates the unwavering love and faithfulness of God towards me (His creation), promising to be with me at every stage of my life.

Here are some key insights I received from Isaiah 46:4 that I’ve been studying tonight:

Constant Presence

The verse emphasizes God's perfect presence in my life. From youth to old age, through every phase of life, God remains the same. He is the unchanging source of strength and support. I have been writing stories from my life this past few months and I can see God’s presence was always with me in these life stories. I was the one who was inconsistent and not always present! God was always present!

Divine Sustenance

God reassures that He will sustain us. In times of weakness or challenges, His strength will carry us through. He is the foundation upon which we can rely. As an introvert, I have often believed I needed to conserve every bit of my energy now for an event days from now! So I would isolate to get energy to sustain. Well, first of all…that’s not possible, but believe me I tried anyway! What I have begun to understand - God gives me just enough daily bread (energy through His Holy Spirit) to sustain my energy for whatever He has in front of me. I just need to pick up that daily manna and that’s all the sustenance I need.

Creator and Protector

Verse 4 also affirms that God is the creator of all things and my ultimate caretaker. Just as a loving parent carries their child, God carries and rescues me, providing me comfort and protection. You may have noticed that I have not posted many paintings this last quarter of the year. We all go through seasons in life where something causes you to lose focus on the things you desire most. That happened to me time and time again this fall. Many of those things I have surrendered to God. They were all out of my control although I tried to take control of them. And like what the verse promises - Because I know God has carried and protected me through them.

Eternal Rescue

Regardless of circumstances, God promises rescue and deliverance. His faithfulness extends beyond our understanding of time, ensuring that His plans for us are for good.

Isaiah 46:4 inspires hope, especially in challenging times like these in the world. It's a reminder that God's love transcends age, circumstances, and trials. His promise of sustenance and rescue encourages us to lean on His strength and trust in His unfailing care.

As we all reflect on this verse (this coming week), let it be a source of comfort, reminding us that we are never alone. God's enduring presence and unwavering support are constants in our lives, offering hope and assurance amid life's uncertainties.

My painting tonight is called, “Restore Us, Lord!” The inspired scripture is from the book of Lamentations. “The crown has fallen from our head; woe to us, for we have sinned! For this our heart has become sick, for these things our eyes have grown dim, for Mount Zion which lies desolate; jackals prowl over it. But you, O Lord, reign forever; your throne endures to all generations.”

Lamentations‬ 5‬:16‬-19‬ ESV‬‬

I was reading Lamentations this morning. The book of Lamentations in the Bible is a collection of mournful poems, traditionally attributed to the prophet Jeremiah. It reflects the deep sorrow and lamentation of the Israelites following the destruction of Jerusalem and their exile to Babylon.

When I got to Lamentations 5:16-19, I stopped and began circling and underlining the words in these verses. I feel this section of scripture encapsulates the essence of the entire book (and our country) acknowledging the consequences of sin and suffering, reflecting on the hardships faced, and ultimately turning to God in faith and hope.

These verses remind us all that even in our dark moments, there is room for repentance, resilience, and trust in the enduring love and sovereignty of God.

We need to turn back to Him today and repent! These scriptures teach us that amidst the ruins of despair in our country today, the light of hope can still shine, offering solace and strength to those who seek it through our Savior Jesus Christ.

My painting tonight is called, “Confident Expectations.” The scripture that inspired the painting was the entire chapter from Romans 8.

Rebecca and I so enjoyed our great discussion at the Porch Study at The Pasture church Sunday evening.

We have been studying Romans 8 for the last few months in our Porch Study and it has been so rich. We were reminded again by our pastors Sunday night to stay focused and have confident expectations on what Jesus has already accomplished. We have been given everything we need.

Confident expectations as outlined in Romans 8, offer a firm foundation for navigating life's uncertainties. Through faith, the absence of condemnation, the guidance of the Holy Spirit, the promise of all things working together for good, and the assurance of God's unchanging love, we can face each day with confidence.

These timeless truths from Romans 8 remind us that our expectations can be firmly rooted in our relationship with God, giving us hope and strength in every circumstance. So, let us embrace these confident expectations and live with a sense of purpose and assurance in our journey of faith.

My painting is called “Re Words” and the blog is called, “Re-Words: Finding True Rest”.

Never in my lifetime than right now have I experience the concept of rest being so elusive and undervalued. Although my wife, Rebecca and I are “retired”, we seem to fill our schedules to the brim, constantly striving to achieve more each waking hour and simply neglecting the vital need for physical and mental rest.

At least in my imagination, I believed that by retreating to our family cabin two to three weeks at a time during the summer months… we would find that time we needed to rest.

What we discovered about our time in Missouri is …. we LIKE working…and there is a lot of it that needs attention at the lake cabin. My sister, Carolyn also likes to dream up new projects to beautify the cabin, so when she and her husband Gary come down, we love working on projects together with them.

But just like my parents (Bob and Wanda) did before us, they desired to do all this work at the lake cabin so we kids and the grandkids didn’t need to do it while on our own vacations at the lake. Yet, I’m thankful for all our family who loves working at the lake even while on vacation.

Even (on my birthday no less), Rebecca and I were sitting on the porch at the cabin reading late in the afternoon and Rebecca said to me, “Are we okay to do this…just sitting here (reading)?” I was not shocked by the question because that question is often top of mind for me as well, especially when we go out to a cove in the boat and anchor. “Are we okay to just relax?”

To top that…later in the day (on my birthday) my sister texted me asking, “Did you get to rest today?” Oh boy, that is telling!!

But this “rest question” is much more…As followers of Christ, we can find solace in the timeless wisdom of the Bible, which not only addresses our spiritual well-being, but also speaks to the importance of physical rest.

To understand the significance of physical rest, we must first look to God's example. In Genesis 2:2, we read, "And on the seventh day God finished his work that he had done, and he rested on the seventh day from all his work that he had done."

So, even the Creator of the universe acknowledged the need for rest, setting aside a specific day for renewal. By observing this pattern, we are reminded that rest is not a sign of weakness but a necessary aspect of life.

One of the most prominent biblical references to physical rest is the commandment of observing the Sabbath. Exodus 20:8-10 states, "Remember the Sabbath day, to keep it holy. Six days you shall labor, and do all your work, but the seventh day is a Sabbath to the LORD your God. On it, you shall not do any work."

This is something that many of us simply skip over in our busy lives as 21st century Christians. We may attend church on Sunday morning, but then later in the day we are “working” again. Rest becomes elusive!

I believe that God's intention was not to burden us with rules, but to provide a day of rest and worship because God understood His children need it! We need time to set aside our earthly concerns and focus on Him only. Observing the Sabbath is an invitation to recharge physically, mentally, and spiritually.

Late last year I started listening to Ruth Haley Barton’s book on Kindle called, “Embracing Rhythms of Work and Rest.” And then listened to her podcast (Strengthening the Soul of Your Leadership) where she went into additional application of her books on this topic. I found her examples challenging me to be more PRESENT with God in both my working and my resting. You can find more joy in both when you’re present!

At the same time I was listening to these podcasts, Rebecca began holding fast to keeping the sabbath day for church and rest only. Even suggesting we refrain from any retail exchange of money to keep our day of worship and rest truly void of worldly things. Again, this was not to create some religious rule as the Pharisees once did. It was simply to be present with God on His day He set aside for rest.

Psalm 23:2-3 beautifully depicts the restorative power of God: "He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He restores my soul." Earlier in the year, Rebecca and I participated in a small group study on Psalm 23. Just as a shepherd leads his flock to places of nourishment and tranquility, our Heavenly Father desires to lead us (for our own needs) to a place of rest and rejuvenation. By seeking God's presence and surrendering our burdens to Him, we find true refreshment for our weary souls.

In Psalm 127:2, we read, "It is in vain that you rise up early and go late to rest, eating the bread of anxious toil; for he gives to his beloved sleep." Sleep is a gracious gift from God, essential for our physical and mental well-being.

The apostle Paul reminds us in 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, "Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body." Our bodies are not disposable; they are sacred vessels entrusted to us by God. By valuing and caring for our physical well-being, we honor God's creation and enable ourselves to serve Him more effectively.

In a world that constantly encourages us to work harder and longer, the biblical perspective on physical rest offers a refreshing counter-narrative. Recognizing the importance of rest, as exemplified by God's own example, observing the Sabbath, finding refreshment in God's presence, embracing the gift of sleep, and caring for our bodies are all vital aspects of living a balanced and fulfilling life as followers of Christ.

Tonight’s painting is called, “Widen the Soul”.

The scripture is: “Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me, bless his holy name! Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquity, who heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit, who crowns you with steadfast love and mercy." - Psalm 103:1-4 (ESV)

One of my many favorite teachers was my sixth grade teacher, Mrs. Crane. Her influence on my love for writing and having a creative soul is undeniable. Her English class was filled with creative writing projects that took her students into using all their physical senses in completing her assignments (it was soul widening).

In her later years of life, I visited Mrs. Crane several times at her home in Bloomington. She gifted me several copies of books she had written about her life (more like manuscripts) that were typed on an electric typewriter and bound. These stories of her life helped me to talk to her about my own faith, joys and personal brokenness.

I will never forget what she told me the last time I visited her. She said, “Kirk, I know your divorce has hurt you terribly, but it takes suffering to widen the soul.” (She said it was something she heard Billy Graham say in a sermon.)

I chewed on that statement for quite awhile. I now believe the statement "It takes suffering to widen the soul.”

For me, this implies that the suffering, hardships, and the difficult experiences in my life have all led to greater personal growth, spiritual development, and a deeper understanding of myself and my connection to God. It has also helped me gain perspective, build resilience, and develop greater empathy and compassion for others.

The Bible talks about the importance of taking care of our whole selves, which includes our soul, spirit, and body. And our soul needs to be nourished just as much as our body. This can be done through pillars of prayer, meditation, and spending time in God's Word.

My painting is a reflection of wholeness in Jesus Christ (circle) girded by the pillars of nourishment when our soul is widened by suffering.